It is you are in a world that is a cross between H. P. Lovecraft and Phillip K. Dick, it is everything you have ever believed in is not true, it is do not touch that or we will all be blown the smithereens, it is your family is out to get you, it is that guy over there is working with the guy other there to cheat you, it is that people can not be trusted and if you interact with them something bad, something horrible, something terrible, something so violent and of such terror is going to happen that there is no way that you are going to move, no way are you going to draw attention to yourself, no way are you going to make a sound, you are not even going to breathe it is so fucking scary.

And logic does not make it go away.

And the one thing you need, the only thing that will save you, you can’t have — a friend.