January 18th, 2009

Abandonment. Disappointment. Fear of those prevents me from proper relationships. Fear of negative response to those — inevitable — instances of not hearing from, misunderstanding of, etc. It is painful. To the extreme. It was a cut, a long time ago, on my cheek… I had this image in my head of it. Spirals. Spirals [...]


 
I'd like to just once fall asleep feeling good.
Just once.
Drunken stupors don't count.